我.....

我......该怎么说呢...

嗯...

以前，我总是以为朋友嘛..找一个有多困难...有就有，没有就没有...所以，我对待每一个朋友的方式都是一样的。

可是，说是这样说..其实，我还是很在乎的...到那天，我才发现，原来，我是那么的在乎每一个朋友，包括他。

Anyway, 我不懂为什么，就是觉得有一点点的难过，因为他真的没有来找我，就算MSN也没有。当我知道他最近发生了好多事情，大多数的都是好事，我就在想，原来你是‘有喜’了。嗯..或许我是应该替你而感到高兴的，可是，我却有一点伤心。

到了那时，我才知道，原来我是那么的在乎一个以前无所不谈的朋友...以前，总是和对方交换话题，谈心事，说近况，甚至当我不开心时，有个人会借我肩膀，很放松的，没面子的大哭...
可是，现在却.....

或许我不应该酱想，反而应该觉得高兴...

因为，如果他没来找我，就是代表有好事发生；找我的话，就是又不开心的事情发生，所以啊，我应该为他感到开心和轻松才对。

我...

真得有点累了...慢慢地..感到累了.....

到底，我有没有被珍惜？问心，我在你心里真的是你想象中那么重要的一个朋友吗？
哈哈..笨蛋！我..真的搞不懂噎！

我看，我还是别放那么多的心思在人身上。应该从中学习，那么，就不会一直受伤了... :)

嗯..我想对他说，不好意思叻，应为我，而把你给弄得不开心。我不是故意的。可是，你有女朋友了，我当然替你而感到快乐啊.. :)

祝你幸福，快乐! :)

Just..Speechless!

I just dunno why..feeling so frustrated with things around me especially people!

Hmm..sometimes, I angry or emo it's because I care about those things!
I kept myself in silence doesn't mean that I'm wrong or I dun care things that happened around me! I just dun wanna argue about all that craps!

Yeah..maybe my EQ not really good as all my frens know but u won't know and also can't see when I'm being patient ; act as if I duno anything..

I duno what should I say sometimes..I just want to live in peace and happy with the people around me, but..can u? or can I?

Well~! I got so frustrated to explain, explain AND explain myself again!

Sometimes, I just feel like why'd human behave like this..!
U can analyze the happenings and the people, but doesn't mean that u can take the analysis as the truths..

Don't simply judge a person when u THINK that you're right!
Find out whether that person is right or wrong before u talk about about him/her.

Another thing, I really dunno where I got all my disappointment from....
Is it from the people that I've been having faith on? Or just myself expecting too much?
Sometimes, it's really heartbroken to know someone that u think he/she is not treating u as what u think along the way..

It's really the first time I felt heartbroken..

Haihz..really sei yeh! >.<

心跳 (heartbeat) by LeeHom

Dunno why..I dun really feel good today since i woke up this morning..

Came so early to college and waiting for the time to pass by in CIT now..so BORING.. :(

But..

Luckily..

Wahaha..I found a new song from Lee Hom in youtube..hmm..Thats awesome, man!
Once i listen to it..I feel so nice and a bit sad..hmm..u noe..?
Of course u dunno.. -.-
haha.. :P

Anyway..Listen to this song, it's DAMN nice!

**心跳 by 王力宏**
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sVlFGoCsL80