我.....

我......该怎么说呢...

嗯...

以前，我总是以为朋友嘛..找一个有多困难...有就有，没有就没有...所以，我对待每一个朋友的方式都是一样的。

可是，说是这样说..其实，我还是很在乎的...到那天，我才发现，原来，我是那么的在乎每一个朋友，包括他。

Anyway, 我不懂为什么，就是觉得有一点点的难过，因为他真的没有来找我，就算MSN也没有。当我知道他最近发生了好多事情，大多数的都是好事，我就在想，原来你是‘有喜’了。嗯..或许我是应该替你而感到高兴的，可是，我却有一点伤心。

到了那时，我才知道，原来我是那么的在乎一个以前无所不谈的朋友...以前，总是和对方交换话题，谈心事，说近况，甚至当我不开心时，有个人会借我肩膀，很放松的，没面子的大哭...
可是，现在却.....

或许我不应该酱想，反而应该觉得高兴...

因为，如果他没来找我，就是代表有好事发生；找我的话，就是又不开心的事情发生，所以啊，我应该为他感到开心和轻松才对。

我...

真得有点累了...慢慢地..感到累了.....

到底，我有没有被珍惜？问心，我在你心里真的是你想象中那么重要的一个朋友吗？
哈哈..笨蛋！我..真的搞不懂噎！

我看，我还是别放那么多的心思在人身上。应该从中学习，那么，就不会一直受伤了... :)

嗯..我想对他说，不好意思叻，应为我，而把你给弄得不开心。我不是故意的。可是，你有女朋友了，我当然替你而感到快乐啊.. :)

祝你幸福，快乐! :)

Just..Speechless!

I just dunno why..feeling so frustrated with things around me especially people!

Hmm..sometimes, I angry or emo it's because I care about those things!
I kept myself in silence doesn't mean that I'm wrong or I dun care things that happened around me! I just dun wanna argue about all that craps!

Yeah..maybe my EQ not really good as all my frens know but u won't know and also can't see when I'm being patient ; act as if I duno anything..

I duno what should I say sometimes..I just want to live in peace and happy with the people around me, but..can u? or can I?

Well~! I got so frustrated to explain, explain AND explain myself again!

Sometimes, I just feel like why'd human behave like this..!
U can analyze the happenings and the people, but doesn't mean that u can take the analysis as the truths..

Don't simply judge a person when u THINK that you're right!
Find out whether that person is right or wrong before u talk about about him/her.

Another thing, I really dunno where I got all my disappointment from....
Is it from the people that I've been having faith on? Or just myself expecting too much?
Sometimes, it's really heartbroken to know someone that u think he/she is not treating u as what u think along the way..

It's really the first time I felt heartbroken..

Haihz..really sei yeh! >.<

心跳 (heartbeat) by LeeHom

Dunno why..I dun really feel good today since i woke up this morning..

Came so early to college and waiting for the time to pass by in CIT now..so BORING.. :(

But..

Luckily..

Wahaha..I found a new song from Lee Hom in youtube..hmm..Thats awesome, man!
Once i listen to it..I feel so nice and a bit sad..hmm..u noe..?
Of course u dunno.. -.-
haha.. :P

Anyway..Listen to this song, it's DAMN nice!

**心跳 by 王力宏**
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sVlFGoCsL80

Minli's Birthday! :D

Hmm..gotta say "happy birthday to Min Li!!" here although it's already over..haha..

Hmm..I'm sorry that it takes me so long to update about this..haha..it's all because of my pen drive! :( got severe virus til now only healed..but well..I've saved the pictures into it so i can upload it now lo..hehe..

Sandra, Mandy & I

Make a wish, Sister..

The Malurians

(From left : Sandra. Wei Meng, Minli, Brian, Chun Ho, Me & Hou Ren)

Chong Family & I :D

The Malurians
( from left : John, Chun Ho, Joycelyn, Mok, Minli, Khai Hong & Hou Ren)

Well~Well~Well~
Why am I not in this picture since all the pretty girls are here! >.< Haha..
(Top: Minli's Mom, Janics & Minli)
(Down: Yung Ling, Melissa & Mei Ee)

Khai Hong, John & I (the lenglui)
*haha..joking, everybody..*

Cheez~

U drinking?! Well~smile~

Well..Minli.you really look gorgeous that day. :)

Oh yeah..one of the owners of the restaurant is The One Academy's lecturer and he said Sandra should go for casting coz' she looks special and has good features.. :)
Hmm..well..I got praised too.. :D
But they just say that i look like an Eurasian..haha..

Am i?
Please vote for me whether I look like an eurasian.
Yes or No..haha..

The Awakening

Wao..It's been weeks that I did not update my blog..haha..even jeccy was asking me too..haha..anyway..sweety of course busy one ma.. :p hehe..

Hmm..well..I have something to show u guys..it’s really a great performance of
"The Awakening" by the china’s disabled people..haha..
Maybe u do not know whats that but you'd be appreciate of what you have after reading this... :)

9 November 2008, I went to Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre for a show called "The Awakening" and WAO! It was really awesome! I was so impressed with their performance..RM98..really worth! *thumb up*

The performances during the show include :

The Avalokitesvara Bodhisativa (千手观音)

The Soul of the Peacock

The Yellow Earth

The Butterfly Lovers (梁山伯与祝英台)

Looks great right?! They even performed greatly in the malay culture dance--Flying Kite during their performance..Oh My~~~they're really amazing!! :D

Actually, the dancers are deaf..just imagine..they're deaf and they can even perform the dances spiritually in their silent world..they did not give up themselves although they can't live like the ordinary people..

Well..there's another disabled people, called Yang Hai Tao..he was born blind but however, he's talented in music..he can even sing so well that makes my heart melt..haha..Hmm..but seriously..he's really an extraordinary person that he ever performed in the Beijing Olympics! *Thumbs up*

The Singer : Yang Hai Tao

There's another guy who lost his 2 arms when he was young due to the electric shot, but well..still..he can dance very well in The Happy Farmland (he even can move his butt better than me! *thumbs up*)...haha..

The Happy Farmland

So, everyone..It's not an easy thing for them to forget themselves that they can't live like us but however, they never give up their lives..they realized the potentials they have and they perform it..Well..tell you one thing..maybe you did not notice about that..the dancers even performed during the Beijing Olympics..great right?! :)

So, friends..if they can, why can't us? Don't give up yourself and you should be impress of what you have..don't always criticize other people around you and the things you have but appreciate it.. :)

Realise your fullest potential and do your best to be an extraordinary person! :)

Me and Sandra have taken some photos with them too.. :)

Min Li, The Dancer of The Soul Of a Peacock (she's gorgeous) & I.

The invited Malaysian performers. :)

I Got It!!

Yay! Finally the results for internship has came out last friday and I got my wish...come true!! Haha! Cool! I was really enjoy the moment when my lecturer called out my name "K-A-H M-U-N"..haha..hmm..and I still didn't know what happened until the class finish, I moved forward to check the name list and writen there, kah mun (H10), Majestic, Malacca...! Haha! I was damn happy and ffelt like flying up to the sky...haha!!

Hmm..I really appreciate the chance that the interviewer gave me coz I really tot that they're not gonna select me since my teacher tol us that they only select 9 out of 30 people..haha..am I just lucky or I got the potential?? haha.. :p
Majestic was a really beautiful 5star hotel and they have spa some more..hmm..So, I must really try my best to work! Haha..My lecturer told me that there'll be alot of Ah Mohh (Orang Putih) visit there, so..hehe..I must ganbateh to improve my english now! :)

Anyway..I juz learnt how to make tarts on the Monday! Haha..there's cheese tart, fruits tart and oso pie! :D hmm..the fruit tart that I made was really nice..really got the standard..keke..I really feel that I have the potential in making pastry items.. :P wahaha..

Hmm..anyway..today..juz met Ms Amanda and she told me that i'm gonna have training in the 4 departments : Front Office, Housekeeping, F&B and Kitchen..hmm..if to choose 3 depts here..i think i will take FO, Hksp and Kitchen..
Haha..anyway, taking kitchen dept is not bcoz of I like to cook..It's bcoz I dun think I'll work in the kitchen next time, so I think I should have a try on this time.. :)

Well~I reli hope that I'll have fun there..haha..Malacca..I'm coming next year luu..haha..

My Interview for Internship

Wao..that's really fast..juz talked about my internship 2days ago and so quickly I gotta go for an interview tomorrow.. :P

Hmm..Don't know why..I'm not feeling excited at all now..juz feel worry, moody, and don't know what to do..I really try my best not to think of him..I really try so hard to realx myself today..but I juz can't and feeling so miserable...

And all I want is just TIME!
Well..I'll see what I have from him...

MY FIRST INDUSTRY TRAINING

Hehe..I finally got to know my training location from Ms Amanda.. :D
Haha..

Seriously, I was so worried about the hotel that I got coz' I never even heard of the hotel's name also but now...I feel so HAPPY!! Haha..That was Majestic Hotel and I feel so glad when I looking at its pictures..haha..

It's a YTL classic hotel and its interior design were so great that makes me feel so comfortable if I really work there..haha..*starts imagining things edi*
haha..so fast.. :P

Anyway..I'm not sure whether it's a 3, 4 or 5star hotel coz diff. website rated with diff. rate and it's kinda confusing...but anyway, I really like the place there..really glad that I could work there.. :) hmm..some more the benefits are quite good to me..hmm..although I cant work with my 'ji mui' but on the other hand, I can learn to be independent though.. ^^

hmm..Let's see the interior design of the Majestic Hotel.. :D

The overview of the hotel.

The front view of the hotel.

The night view. :)

The Lobby.

The Dining Area.

The Bar.

The Spa.

The Swimming Pool.

Very nice right??! Haha..dun need to answer me..coz' I noe the answer will be Yes! haha..
Anyway..I've read some of the comment from the guests and all are good.."magnificent, friendly, efficient..." haha..and..I'm gonna be one of the smart workers there..keke..

OK..so, I should be ganbateh!! :D Haha..

MY RESULTS, MY AIM, MY MISSION

YEPPIE! :)
The matter that i had been worried was my result and finally it has released today and i feel so happy with my results coz i got all passed!
Yay! :D

OMG!

I really thought i'm gonna fail 3subj...haha..really guan yin ma blessed me..haha..no failure some more all Bs but 1C..anyway..i'm satisfied too.. :D

Thnx, GOD! :D

Some more before this i had constipation..haha..finally I......haha... >.<

I feel so lucky today and everything that i worried are fine now...YES! I must try my best to get better results now..and concentrate on my studies, train myself well before I go for industry training..that's what i have to do now.. :)

YEPPIE~~! ALL THE BEST TO MYSELF laa..haha..