生日真的很快乐。 ：）

I dunno how to explain..the feelings....

is happy!

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(17/07/2009 ; Friday)

Hmm..remember today, all my coursemates were celebrating Freddrick and My Birthday together..Wao! They kinda surprise me but...I can guess though..haha..coz they were cheating on me..There are 3 things that made me felt more suspicious in them..Haha.

1. Saying dat Ms Vivienne very angry abt me coz i never attend to her class, by Si Bee & Jared. (Actually I got cheated by Ryan..haha..and I was helping him to buy ingredients for his Beach Party together with Sam and Kenneth/Michael, that's y I can't make it to the lecture.)
   
2. But then, Raymond told me dat Ms Vivienne wanted me to go to the lecture hall quickly coz wanna see me to discuss abt the Psrtnership Theme Party proposal..haha..and he kept asking me where am I? Why I never come for the lecture...? :p
3. Then, after I got cheated and frightened by Lovely Frens, Some one who's very close with Me, suddenly just msg me to tell me Happy Birthday..hehe.

Hmm..so funny..hmm..after I got into the lecture hall..the cake was ready and they all sang a birthday song for me, I thought..mana tau, Freddrick's birthday was 2days ealier than mine too..so they celebrate for us together lor..haha. :)

But anyway, I am reli happy coz Ryan told me that Si Bee, Raymond and other coursemates actually forward msg to other ppl and asked to celebrate our birthday..haha..I felt soo touched. :)
Thnx for all the surpsrises and giving me such a special memory to us. :D

~P/s: today is my sis's bday too..wish her all the best and I hope that she can always be happy and cheer up. :) I Love U, My Dear Sis..and Happy Birthday..Sorry dat I can celebrate with U, but I'll make sure that I'll celebrate with U another day ya~.

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(20/07/2009 ; Monday)
Oooo0oohH..finally, it came to my Birthday! kekeke..Hmm..very happy and feel so excited today because this is gonna be the first Birthday that I celebrate outside without my family members. :p

Anyway, hmm..this is a very special Birthday to me. :)

Firstly, Wei Keong dated me for lunch..however, end up went to Sg. Wang to look for sth dat I need together with Raymond, coz' he wanna do some survey over there. Then, Pui San came to Sg. Wang purposely just to look for me and she gave me a piece of choco cake and gift. :)

Well..too rush for the day and I promised that my Darling that I'll be in his home before certain time..hmm..sorry Wei Keong that i couldn't make it to have lunch with u.. :p Forgive..and I know for sure, U will! Keke..

Hmm..but u reli surprise me ya..haha..came out with the present suddenly..hmm..Although I told U that I dun reli like that kind of gift..but dunno why, when I touched it and Look at it, I feel so Warm. :) So, I'll start to Love this kind of gift and will appreciate it. :D coz' U're my Best Friend ma! Haha..but I din expect that U'll get a car to drive me for lunch wor.. :p
(I really felt touched of ur present, especially the meaningful card. :) dun worry, We'll be the best fren to each other, even in the future geh. :D )

Then, after I reached My Darling's home, hmm..what I can't imagine is...., Ah Heng COOK??? Haha..hmm..never tried before seriously..and I told Ah He gonna cook geh, mana tau just helping u up only? Hmm..but anyway, haha! The dishes came out with a good presentation and it look delicious..haha..hmm..but it's true, I like it, although the prawn's source is a bit spicy, but I reli like it. :)

What I like the most is.....My Darling cooked me my favourite soup!! Haha..So Nice! I really like it la..!! Hmm..Thnx for preparing all these for me, My Lovely Darling..and I'm willing to drink your soups for the future though. *,*

My Dearest Darling, Thnx for the dinner (as to your lovely housemates too), plus the Birthday Cake, and the Best present too! :D

I know U've been tired for the whole day, never sleep well, woke up early and some more cook soup and dish for me once u came back..I Love U So Much! Thnx for the sacrifices. :)

Anyway, I reli like the present, and it's very meaningful too..I really really Love it. :)
MuarksSsSSsssssS!

Lastly, Minli..I like your present very much too..thnx for being so observant and understanding abt what I need yet things that I never thought of. :D I'll use it and slowly become leng leng geh. :D

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(22/07/2009 ; Tuesday)

Hmm..anyway, today, I reli feel a bit moody..Even though I got a new laptop fm my cousin and uncle, and my family sang me a bday song with cake but bcoz of sth happened and I really dunno what to do..

hmm..sorry..sorry to the both of u..You both are my VIP le..that's y I din noe wat to do..Please forgive me if I say anything wrong, that's my mistakes, baby; I'm so sorry that I've made u upset, my dear.

Both of u..., I'm sorry..I reli have no idea of how wat shall I say and wat shall I do to make u both feel better. I'm reli....... :( I dunno!

Anyway, I reli hope that both of won't be angry of me anymore k..coz' I know u both are very sad..I'm so sorry..but I LOVE U BOTH!

Hope things can be solve as soon as possible.

P/s: Anyway, hahaha..I got a new laptop for my bday present le..keke..so good..feel so happy that I have my own one..Thnx ya, cousin and uncle! :) I reli felt dat I'm one of the most happiness person in the world! Haha..no matter how hard is my life now or in the future, I'll stil tahan geh! Haha..Love those who Love me and Pamper ME. :)

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Once again, Thank You for All of U!!! :D

好朋友。。。

嗯。。

其实，我一直以来，真得不懂我在你的醒目中占有哪个位置的。

今天，你突然间给我个部落个网站，我。。真的很好奇，也很很想看看你会写些什么。。

最重要的是，你会否把你最近的情况给写下去。。

我，

真的真的。。

非常非常的。。。

很开心！！！

哈哈。。因为，我一直都不去问你可是又很想懂得答案。。

终于。。

在你的部落格哪儿找到了。。

你懂吗。。我很感触。。很感激。。很感慨。。也很感动。。。。

哈哈。。不懂现在该写什么好呢。。 :p

只想，你以后都能好好的照顾自己。。好好休息。。尤其是精神上的休息。。因为，身边会有很多人关心你，即为你心疼。 :)

我很想说，你也是我的好朋友！ :)

（其实，我很想懂咯。。什么是粉红知己？ 有我的份吗？？ 哈哈。。 :p ）

Tired....

Hmm..what a tired day today! :(

Today the lecturer talking so much abt research method and has been sitting in the class for more than 4hours..Owhh~ never been so tired like today.

Anyway, I dun feel only physically tired but also mentally tired..haihz..like what si bee said, "that's reli hard if we dun have enough money...". Hmm..At least I better than him, dun need to struggle for the daily expenses..but my school fee? Haihz..I'm so desperate to get the scholarship now..Hope that I'll be selected by the Foundation Scholarship lohr...

Hmm..Yesterday night, I was so happy that the graduation list has been realesed and I went to check it while my happiee faze.. :D

But....I can't see my best friend's name there..plus, most of my classmates' names are not there though there's only 7 of us fm H10 are graduated..Haihz..I never take the trouble to look for them because I dun wana remind them of the unhappy things, but not that I'm not caring for them.

Well~ since I couldn't find my best friend's name there, then, I called her and asked because I wana confirm abt that and I can't believe it. However, She told me that it's true..Hmm..well..a bit disapponted that 4 of us, the 4 best friends, can't graduate together..Anyway, Nvm.. :)
You must be tough, ok? Concentrate and be the best on your work now and spread ur wings to show your colors.

Other than this, she also told me some bad news abt her..Hmm..well~ I really didn't know what to say..and I juz asked her not to be so sad and down. I really dunno what to do abt her bad news coz' that really freaks me out..Hmm..seeing her like this, make me think alot! I know I can't be so 100% in a relationship, though I believe in Love, and I Believe in Him MORE.

Hmm..Today, keep thinking abt the good friend, thinking of how is she? Everything fine? and many many..coz' I know, she's soft-hearted..she cries easily, she's not that tough..

Anyway, I hope that you're fine now..do better in your work, forget abt the bad things and start a new life! Coz' I'll always support you. :)

Loves.

A Special Day

On the Tuesday evening, I have had a special dinner together with my cousin's family and my bf too. Haha..that was a great day for me as not only my bf attend to the dinner but also my cousins' couples are there.

Hmm..well..it's like a family dinner and we all had a meeting to each other in a Bali style restaurant called Bora Asmara. Thats a nice place with chill ambiance and that we had a good chatting time there.

Holding his hands, walking to the place..so nice and so calm. I really LOVE the feelings of walking with u and hand in hand. :)

I Love U.

Didn't know why..I have did something that I shouldn't do. :p
Haha..that's why..I appologize here..I'm Sorry, My Honey!!!

I dunno wat to say..but hope that u'll forgive me and I know u will. :D

Anyway, you really really made me happy that day. Because of your appearance on that night, makes me sure that you are the one. That is because, I know that you're busy with your things and you do have alot of works to do. *touched*

I really really Love You.

MuarksSs!

I am really really proud of you. Really PROUD! I can't believe that I can get this kind of good boyfriend.

That's why I am saying...

I AM LUCKY!

Hahahahahhaha....! :D

Don't Berlagak ahr! Haha!

Remember the Place, Remember the People. That's a Precious Memory for me that between You & Me~ <3

* The Live Entertaining Band *

无言....

有时候，我真得不懂我应该再做些什么了。。

有时候很累。。很像一个人静静地去想。。

我一直以来所做的，所关心的，所体谅的，都有人去在乎吗？是看得见吗？

嗨。。。。。。

还以为当初所计划的，可以开开心心的去实行。。

可是现在呢？ 大家都有自己的理由去拒绝，去打破我的计划。。

当初计划的时候，一时引起轰动。。全部热情汹涌地在讨论着。。

现在计划好了，全部都静下来了。。那又怎样？！那时你的问题啊。。。

好了。。

那就随你们吧！！！

本来我有其他plan的，好让每一个人都可以去的地方。。

可是现在想一想。。。会不会太多余了呢？

会有人珍惜的吗？会赏脸的吗？

还是你们随心所欲吧。。。有plan在叫我吧！

因为我已经很累了!

也很 FAD UP 了！！！

Industrial Training..

Before I go for it, I was so excited over it..

But after that..? Hmm..nah...I hate it 10,0000 times!!

Well..people..wats people? How do people live..?

Is it to cheat, betray, act like innocent, or maybe 2 faces to achieve your goals then only can be saying as human?

Maybe I'm not smart enough or maybe I just dun understand P-E-O-P-L-E and never interested in studying HUMAN.

I'm sad..

I'm disappointed..

I'm mentally tortured..

by the people around me.

I never even thought of they're acting and 2faces.
I never thought of their real faces are terrible like this!!

Hmm..maybe I should be tougher to face this kind of people..otherwise, how m i gonna stand in this line..right?

I LOVE YOU, HELWEN.

After all the things happened in the past 2months, I realized that the one that I really really love...

is him....

If u ask me how much do I love him, I really dunno how to describe it..

But if u ask me how long would I keep this feelings..
I'll say...as long as I can or I'm still alive..

I can't think of another way to express my feelings other than writing blog now..

Coz' of this far distance,
I learn alot..
Coz' of this far distance,
I can see who's the one who really really love me..
Coz' of this far distance,
I can feel how much he loves me and wanted to protect me..
Coz' of this far distance,
I can deeply feel his heart and soul..
Coz' of this far distance,
I finally understand, the one that I've been looking for is just around me all the time..

I..finally...found YOU..!

It's you! My DARLING...

I really really Love YOU.

I'll appreciate you very very much for the rest of my life.

No Matter What, I'll Keep You With Me As Long As I Can..

I'll Never Give You Up, I'll Never Let You Go Anymore.

I Love You, My Precious Honey.